I...
Today I had to have that uncomfortable conversation with M, I don't like to talk about my personal life with anyone, because that makes me have to get emotionally involved, to know that in the end... everything is going to end badly, or it's going to end, like this simple. And I don't want to repeat past mistakes, I don't want to get emotionally involved with anyone. But he... is still there, so subtly wanting to get into my life, and when he senses that I'm not letting him in... he doesn't let me in either. Although I would like to enter a little more into his life, but for what?! That's what I ask myself, he made it clear, without feelings, and you can see that, every day with his fucking indifference that kills me. But he better keep his distance, because if he gets closer... it would hurt me more. And yes, I know I was wrong not to say something so delicate before, but... I didn't want to let anyone into my life, I mean absolutely no one. But life i...